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  “Let’s sit down for a bit and get out of the rain,” I said to him while pulling on his hand toward a building under a tree.

  It was a beautiful building that was white with a green tinge around the edges. It was under a massive oak tree that we found shelter from the rain. We sat on the steps with our knees touching and he placed an arm around my shoulder.

  “This place is beautiful,” I said noticing him watching me out of the corner of my eye.

  “So are you, Sophia,” he said as brushed a piece of damp hair off my neck.

  Goosebumps formed on my skin despite the steam rising from the concrete. He traced a line from the little strands of hair to my knee in one fluid move. My insides liquefied under his fingertips as I closed my eyes and exhaled slowly trying to maintain my sanity.

  The tranquility and beauty were awe inspiring, as the rain bounced off the leaves and forming puddles on the ground.

  “It’s strange that there’s so much beauty in a place that is filled with sadness,” he said to me as he stroked the back of my hand with his fingertips.

  “It’s so unlike anything we have back home,” I said trying to avert my eyes away from him. The man still made me nervous in the most delightful way.

  When the rain slowed, it became steamy outside—the rain never seemed to help cool down the air in the South, but only made it unbearable to breathe. Sweat began to trickle down my temples. The staleness of the air made it impossible to enjoy the serenity and beauty.

  “Want to go back and cool off? I know I could use a shower before we go out tonight,” he asked, with a smile promising sin.

  I gulped loud enough that I knew he had to hear, but he didn’t let on if he did. Kayden climbed off the step slowly and held out his hand to me. I stood slowly while holding his hand and stared into his eyes. I tripped as I began to walk and my heart plummeted as my face landed against his chest. Kayden reached out and caught me in his arms. I opened an eye and tried to catch a glimpse of his face as he pulled me away. I smiled as my face began to heat, and I could feel the embarrassment spread throughout my body. Kayden smiled at me and grabbed my face lightly.

  “We all fall sometimes in life, Sophia, it’s more important how we recover,” he said as he lips touched mine.

  His thumbs stroked my cheeks while his fingers gripped the back of my neck. His kiss grew deeper as his tongue searched for mine, he possessed me. My mouth had grown dry from the heat, and his mouth refreshed me like an oasis in the desert. My body began to tremble with need. Emptiness filled me when his lips broke from mine.

  “Let’s go, I have plans for you, baby doll,” he said with a wink.

  My body hummed from the liquor coursing through my veins, Bourbon Street had led to another evening of excess. My legs wobbled as I walked down the trolley steps. Kayden grabbed me by the waist as soon as my feet touched the street. I giggled as I tried to walk upright without swerving, my body didn’t want to listen to my mind. Kayden placed my arm around his neck and kept a firm hold on me until we approached my SUV. Kayden opened the back door and I stood there confused for a moment.

  “In the back, Sophia. Now.” he stated firmly while holding the door open for me.

  I looked around and only a trickle of people moved around on the streets at this hour.

  He helped me as I climbed in the back trying to avoid smacking my forehead on the doorway. The windows were tinted and gave us privacy. Kayden sat down and helped me place my body over his. My dress allowed him easy access as he pulled my panties to the side. A sheen of sweat began to form on my skin, the car was hot and the air inside stuffy. He unzipped his pants and guided his cock to my throbbing wet pussy. We had spent all night on Bourbon Street kissing and stroking each other—I wanted him.

  I looked through the car windows on all sides and didn’t see anyone. He rammed his cock inside of me and all thought vanished. I no longer worried about the people on the street. We didn’t make love—we had feverish sex in the backseat of my car. The only sound was our skin slapping against each other, our lips and tongues moving together, and our breath fast and harsh.

  I collapsed on top of him, exhaustion overwhelmed me. We were breathing heavy, but he remained deep inside of me. He grabbed my thighs and held my body above his. He began to pump while holding my body in place; he increased speed and bit my neck, lost in passion. I cried out from the pleasure and pain, he invaded my entire being. My eyes rolled back into my head from the sensation of his cock thrusting in and out of me.

  His thrusts began to slow until all movement stopped. Neither one of us climaxed, but I knew he was far from done for the night. I rested my forehead against his, and tried to catch my breath. “Do you think anyone saw us?” I asked.

  “I’m sure they saw the car rocking.”

  “What? The car wasn’t moving,” I replied in disbelief. I was horrified that someone might have seen the car moving.

  “Oh, yes it was. Someone had to see it moving if they were walking by,” Kayden said with a sly grin and a hint of amusement in his voice. Holy Shit. I had never been so reckless in all my life. Sex had always been in private, I worried too much about my career. Kayden had wiped all sanity from my mind and replaced it with only carnal intent.

  Off Course

  I just fucked her, but I needed more, wanted more of her. I lit candles as Sophia undressed. My cock stirred from the sight of her naked body and the memories of being buried deep inside her.

  “On the bed, Sophia. On your back, legs spread.”

  She complied and crawled on the bed in the unsexiest way, but the spectacle made my cock grow harder. She was the sexiest woman I had ever seen, but didn’t know how to use it to her advantage… thank fucking god for me. She flopped onto her back, and laid there like a scared child staring at the ceiling avoiding eye contact with me.

  “Wider,” I said.

  Her pussy was glistening, calling to me, an open invitation. I removed my clothes quickly before crawling on to the bed. My cock was throbbing for release, but I wanted to possess her.

  I pressed my body against her, but keeping my cock out of reach of her dripping heat. I grabbed her breast and sucked her nipple roughly. I flicked it with my tongue and grazed it with my teeth. I moved my free hand slowly up her leg, skimming the tips across her skin. Her body broke out in goose bumps and her back arched from the difference in sensation. My fingertips reached the peak of her breast and I pinched her nipple between my thumb and finger. I sucked and pinched each nipple in an alternating rhythm. Her hips moved as if in invitation and her head dug harder into the pillow. I placed my hard cock next to her wetness. Her hips moved as if trying to swallow me, but I didn’t accept the invitation. I wanted her to wait; I was in charge and wanted her to know it.

  “Please, Kayden.”

  I climbed up her body and stared into her eyes. I rubbed my cock up and down through her stickiness as her eyes rolled back. I slowly glided the tip inside and could feel her pussy sucking and squeezing my cock greedily. My mouth closed over hers, and my tongue nudged her lips to open to me. As her body stopped demanding to be filled, I jammed my cock inside of her. She moaned in my mouth and I withdrew fully from her core. Her hips arched from the loss of fullness and a moment later I thrust my cock to the hilt.

  I lifted my upper body off and moved her hips so I could sit back on my legs. I wanted to see myself buried inside of her. The candle light twinkled off her skin and illuminated the fullness in her breasts. She was a vision, naked before me… mine.

  “What are you looking at?” she asked.

  “I’m enjoying looking at your body. You’re so fucking sexy.”

  “Stop looking at me, and fuck me, Kayden. You’re making me nervous.”

  “Nervous? I wish you could see my cock buried inside you. It’s amazing… I want to enjoy you with my eyes before I feast with my body,” I said.

  She raised her arms and tried to cover her eyes with her arms. I slowly peeled them from her face, holding them by
the wrist. I placed them above her head, gripped them in one hand, and pinned her to the bed.

  “I will make you see yourself as I do, Sophia, if it’s the last thing I do,” I said. “I could never get enough of you.”

  She was at my mercy, restrained, and impaled by my cock. I began to move in a slow rhythm, in and out, wanting her to feel every ridge on my shaft. Her hips bucked as I increased the speed, I felt her contract around me like a vice. I reared up slightly and slid my hand around her throat. We’d spoken about sensual choking and she was intrigued with the prospect, but had never experienced it before now. Her eyes grew wide, but she didn’t protest. I applied slight pressure on each side of her airway. Her face became flush and her eyes closed slowly.

  “Whose pussy is this?” I asked, moving close to her ear.

  She didn’t respond right away, I stopped all movement.

  “It’s yours,” she said.

  “Whose is it? I can’t hear you, Sophia,” I whispered in her ear once more waiting for her response before giving her the release she craved.

  “Yours, Kayden, it’s your pussy!”

  “It is, and don’t forget it either. It’s mine and only mine.” I removed my cock and quickly slammed it back into her quivering core.

  My movement became unrelenting and punishing, and I pressed a little harder on the veins in her neck. Her mouth opened in ecstasy as her hips moved off the bed, her pussy began to milk my cock violently. Her body shuddered, moisture glistening across her skin. The contractions began to slow and I released the pressure around her throat.

  I chased my release moving deeper and faster than I had before. Her body was limp and pliable under my grip. I gripped her ass, tipped her hips upwards, and pounded her without guilt.

  My cock grew harder and my balls tightened. My body began to shake from the earthquake that was about to erupt from within. My world exploded as my vision blurred. The air in my lungs became trapped, unable to breathe as my mind only had one task… release.

  I collapsed on top of her, unable to hold my body weight as my muscles became weak. I rested my forehead against her and tried to steady my breathing. Rolling on to the mattress, careful not to crush her, I gathered her into my arms. Her legs entwined with mine, a sexy tangled mess of limbs and hair.

  “I loved being here with you,” she said against my shoulder in a sleepy voice.

  Her body became still as I stroked her skin and played with her hair… she was asleep. Warmth overcame my body, mind and soul. she was mine.

  The clock read four a.m., but I couldn’t sleep... I didn’t want to sleep; she would be gone in a couple of hours. I’ve tried so fucking hard to close my heart off to the possibility of heartbreak, but Sophia made it impossible to keep on course. Before she arrived I knew I only wanted her in my life, but I never thought I’d ask her to be mine. I wanted her to be only mine, and know that I was committed to her.

  She slept so peacefully… I could watch her sleep for an eternity. My soul purpose for survival consisted of work and meaningless sex, but Sophia turned my world on its head. She was a bit shy compared to her online personality, but there was a sexuality that oozed from her timid demeanor. She’d always been a self-described bookworm, but I knew she had a wildness she had always suppressed, until me.

  Fuck, she could ruin me.

  I watched the minutes tick by, dreading the moment my alarm signaled the end. Her eyes flew open as the alarm began to screech.

  “Good morning, handsome.”

  “Morning, Sophia.” I said.

  “Have you been up long?”

  “Nah, just woke up a few minutes ago.” I lied.

  “I’m sad the weekend is over, I didn’t want to sleep last night.” she said.

  “Me too, Sophia. Fuck, I’ll come see you as soon as I can.”

  “I know you will. Maybe we can Skype, so I can at least see your face each day.”

  “Hell yes. Maybe you’ll see more than my face, remind you of what you’re missing.” I moved my eyebrows up and down for effect.

  I couldn’t take the sadness; I needed my lips to be entangled with hers during our last moments in bed together. I conveyed all the passion and longing I felt towards her in that kiss. My cock grew hard and ached to be inside her again, but I knew she sore. She would feel me for days as it is. I ended the kiss slowly with a bite of her lip.

  “I have to jump in the shower, baby doll.”

  “Okay, I’ll pack my bags,” she said while stretching, giving me a full view of her naked body. Did she know what she was doing to me?

  I showered quickly, not wanting to miss a moment. My balls were aching to be inside her again… this distance bullshit was going to be torture. By the time I finished getting dressed, she was packed and ready. I helped her carry out her bags with a heavy heart.

  I grabbed and kissed her, cradling her face in my hands. I could feel wetness touching my fingers as she wrapped her arms around my body. Neither of us wanted the weekend to end, but the real world awaited our return.

  Sophia drove away. Mother fucker. I never thought it would be so hard to say goodbye to anyone ever again; I had made sure of that until she came into my life. I had so many regrets in my life. How would my life have been different if I would have met her years ago?

  Never Say Never

  The chirping of my phone woke me from a dream.

  Kayden: I dreamt of you last night… Shit, did I wake you?

  Me: Yeah, but I don’t mind, you’re worth the lack of sleep. Tell me about your dream.

  I rubbed my eyes and tried to focus on the screen. My eyes were so blurry without my contacts and the screen was blinding.

  Kayden: It was fucking fantastic. It was such a tease though; I wish I didn’t wake up.

  You were face down ass up and I was pounding you, balls deep.

  My mouth suddenly went dry. His words elicited visuals that caused all moisture in my body to pool elsewhere.

  Me: Like doggie style?

  Kayden: Not really. Your face and chest are on the bed with your ass sticking up in the air, back bent. I would be standing, holding your waist, with my knees bent. It’s an entirely different angle compared to doggie style.

  I was so fucking clueless when it came to sexual positions. I’d always been the queen of missionary. I switched to my browser looking it up, but nothing really explained it to my satisfaction.

  Me: Um, I may have to look that one up.

  Kayden: It’s so fucking sexy and makes for a great view for me. I love that about you, so innocent and inexperienced.

  I’m sure it was a novelty to him, but my inexperience could become boring to him over time. I chewed on my lip thinking it could happen one day.

  Me: Ugh, maybe a little too inexperienced for you.

  Kayden: Never. I can mold you into anything I want. It’s perfect.

  Me: If you say so.

  Kayden: The dream will give me something to think about all day. Gives me chills just thinking of doing that with you. Next time I see you… your face will be buried in the sheets.

  Oh hell, I had so little experience when it came to sex. My lovers had been so bland in their lovemaking. I always wanted more… hair pulling, ass smacking, rough sex filled with passion. I had always fallen for the safe, boring lover that preferred missionary position in a bed instead of fucking in a car. Kayden filled a void that I had yearned for.

  We messaged all day, naughty tidbits that we wanted to do to each other... I ached for him. I couldn’t wait for him to finish so we could Skype. I wanted to see him and maybe give him a peep show. Since he had a dream about me, I’d give him the images to match. I wanted to drive the man insane with lust for me. He might’ve thought I was innocent, but I felt particularly naughty when it came to Kayden.

  Suzy, my roommate and co-worker, and I spent the day together. We cleaned while we danced around the house—anything to help the time pass. I told her all about Kayden and about our time together in New Orleans. She and
I were very different, but our friendship worked somehow. She was younger and always filled with questions about love, relationships, and sex. We shared a love of reading; although her tastes were a bit tamer than mine.

  She wanted to know everything about our relationship. She was so blunt with her questions, but I never minded someone who spoke from the heart with pure curiosity.

  “Did he use a condom?” she asked.

  “No, we’ve been tested and I’m on the pill,” I said, chomping on a cookie.

  “I don’t know if I could do it, I’d be too scared.”

  “I’ve never been pregnant, even when I was trying, I don’t think I have to worry about it. I take the pill out of precaution, not out of necessity.”

  “Did you really have sex in the car?” she asked, noodles hanging from her mouth.

  “Yes, I kind of got lost in the moment. I’ve never had sex in public before, thank God it was dark.”

  “I can’t wait to meet him, Sophia. He’s the first man I’ve heard you gush about in a long time.”

  My phone chirped and I looked at the screen hoping it was Kayden.

  Kayden: I’m home and logged on, ready?

  I excused myself for a bit and headed to my room. I grabbed my iPad off the nightstand and plopped on the bed. I tapped on his picture to connect, and he accepted on one ring.

  “Hey baby,” he said, lying on his bed shirtless.

  “You’re so sexy.” I moved my face closer to get a better look.

  “Checking me out?”

  “No, I just don’t have my contacts in,” I said, laughing and squinting at the screen.

  “Liar,” he said.

  “I have something to show you.”

  Suzy tapped on the door. “May I come in?” Suzy asked timidly.

  “Sure, Suzy,” I replied quickly and with a snicker.

  She opened the door and walked to the foot of my bed. My iPad faced away from her, pointed directly at me. She didn’t know we were video chatting. She started talking about a guy she met through an online dating service. He wanted her to come to his apartment, but told her he had no furniture except an air mattress. She wanted my opinion on whether she should meet him or not.