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  Epilogue

  ALESE - Six Months Later

  My eyes are downcast as I sit next to Ret, with his hand resting on my thigh. I’m to be seen and not heard until I’m given permission to speak.

  “How are things going with your sub?” Misha asks like I’m an object and can’t hear.

  Ret’s hand tightens in warning because he felt my body tense. “I couldn’t be happier. Alese has come along faster than I would’ve expected.”

  Faster than expected. What the fuck does that mean?

  I glance up with my eyelashes and bite the inside of my cheek to hide my scowl.

  Misha laughs, his hand slapping against the table. “Somehow, you turned someone who couldn’t make a decision about what she wanted to be into the docile creature at your side.”

  “She wasn’t undecided. She just hadn’t found the man to help her accept her true nature.”

  Stella moves slightly, tapping my toe with hers, and I can almost read her thoughts.

  We’ve become friends because our Masters are friends. She’s been a lifesaver. When I have a question I don’t want to ask Ret, which happens often, I turn to Stella for the help.

  “Well, she’s like an entirely different person,” Misha says.

  My fingernails dig into the leather seat because I’m still me. Men seem to overstate their importance in changing us. Stella told me that men just want their egos stroked and to feel important, and I can see how that is true in Misha’s case, maybe. But Ret, he’s an entirely different creature.

  The silent type. The strong man who doesn’t need to say much to convey his message. A little touch is all it takes to let me know how he feels or what he needs.

  By his grip on my leg, he can read my body language, and he is giving me a silent warning not to respond.

  “So how’s work, Ret? Working on an exciting case?”

  “It’s been busy, but some opportunities have opened elsewhere. I may be moving soon,” Ret replies, and it sends my stomach into a tailspin.

  We talked about his possible move last week. I never really knew what Ret did until we started on this journey together. I found out he was a bounty hunter and traveled the world in search of criminals. The thought of him risking his life makes my heart ache.

  “Where to?” Misha asks.

  “I have a few possibilities.” Ret’s being cagey with his answer, and his hand lightens on my thigh before his thumb starts to stroke my skin, calming me.

  “We’ll miss you if you leave. What about Alese?”

  “We haven’t decided if she’ll follow.”

  My body tenses with his response. I did decide, though. I just haven’t shared the news with him. He asked me if I wanted to go with him, and in that moment, I wanted to say yes, but he told me to think about it. I know it’s a big decision, but there’s nothing really here for me without him.

  I would still have my job, but I could be a teacher anywhere. The one thing I wouldn’t have is Ret. He’s not replaceable. I tried for years to find my other half, the one who got me, and now that I’ve finally found him…I won’t lose him.

  “Sorry to cut this short, Misha, but I need to speak with Alese for a while.”

  “I’m sure you’re going to do a lot of talking.” Misha laughs.

  Ret’s hand tightens on my thigh as he pulls me with him out of the booth. I follow behind him, my eyes still staring at the floor and my stomach doing backflips.

  I know exactly where we’re going when we start to climb the steps. We’re not going to talk at all. We’re headed to the private rooms, but instead of going to our usual room, he takes me through a different door.

  “Sit on the bed.” Ret stands at the entrance to the room, holding the door open for me.

  I don’t speak when I walk past him. I sit and fold my hands in my lap, staring at his feet as he walks in my direction.

  “Alese,” he says and kneels on the floor in front of me. “Look at me.” His hands cover mine.

  I drag my eyes to his.

  “We need to talk about me leaving town.”

  I nod slowly, but I don’t speak.

  “Do you want to come with me?”

  I nod again.

  “Speak to me.”

  “Yes, Master Ret. I want to go with you.”

  “You sure you want to give up your job and life here in Texas to follow me?”

  “I’m completely sure. There’s nothing here for me without you.”

  His hand finds my cheek and strokes it so tenderly I can feel tears threatening to form. “It’s a big step, piccola.”

  “I know,” I say in a quiet voice. “But I know what I want, and I want you, Master Ret.”

  His thumb glides across my bottom lip, and my heart skips a beat. “I love you, Alese.”

  It goes from skipping to a dead stop. “You love me?” My mouth hangs open, and the tears I’d been able to control start to well in my eyes.

  “I do,” he says, smiling at me with such tenderness that my heart starts again, but it’s now beating in an erratic rhythm.

  “I love you too,” I whisper and blink, letting a tear fall down my cheek.

  He swipes it away with the pad of his thumb. “You’ve made me so happy.”

  “You’ve changed my life,” I say as more tears begin to follow the path of the first.

  “Let’s celebrate,” he says as he stands and places his hands on his hips.

  “Um,” I mumble and wonder what the man has up his sleeves. Using the back of my hand, I wipe away the tears.

  “Undress and kneel,” he commands me.

  And as if we didn’t just profess our love for each other, I stand, removing my clothes slowly while I watch him. The look of lust in his eyes is unmistakable.

  When I kneel, I rest my hands in my lap and wait. He wanders away, and I watch out of the corner of my eye to see what he has planned.

  He undresses, placing his clothes on a chair across the room. When he steps in front of me, his massive hard-on in my face, I wait for his command.

  “Climb up on the bed and lie down,” he says without touching me.

  My eyebrows draw together as I crawl onto the bed with my back to him.

  “Do you know what I’m going to do to you?” he asks as he climbs onto the bed and covers my body with his.

  I shake my head and brace myself.

  “I’m going to make love to you, Alese.”

  I gasp before his mouth covers mine, sucking the air from my lungs. Ret makes love to me. He doesn’t toy with me, holding my orgasms just out of reach. Instead, he’s gentle, loving, and slow.

  And I know that I’ve made the right decision. I’m no longer alone. My biggest fear of becoming a reclusive cat lady is no longer on the table. I have my other half.

  On the outside, to people not in the life, I must look weak. But loving a man, no matter who he is, takes the strongest person in the world. Giving myself to him completely and trusting that he’ll do what’s right is my biggest leap of faith.

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  Chapter 1

  Jude

  My eyes scan the crowd, taking in the masses as they cheer and hold signs supporting my run for Congress.

  Five years ago, when I was honorably discharged from the Marines, I never would’ve dreamed this would be my future.

  All the signs carried the same slogan: Trust in Titan. Knowing that the constituents in my home state of Illinois feel this way makes me pr
oud. I spent ten years fighting in wars to defend our great nation and preserve her freedoms. When I was given the Medal of Honor after staving off the enemy to save my fellow brothers, I thought my life had been made.

  Where else could I go from there? It’s the highest military decoration. I didn’t think I’d ever run for office.

  I wave my hands to quiet the crowd assembled in the ballroom at the Drake Hotel in downtown Chicago. When their voices are only a whisper, I speak, “I’m here today to officially announce my run for Congress.”

  The crowd comes back to life, louder than before. I don’t stop them, letting them cheer and scream my name because… Well, I deserve this moment.

  “Titan. Titan,” the people cheer, and my chest swells with pride. Only in this great nation could a man with such a humble beginning rise to this level.

  “Thank you,” I say into the microphone, gripping the sides of the podium to steady my hands as the people begin to quiet. “I’ve never been involved in politics, and in today’s climate, I feel there’s a need for an outsider like me to enter the race. For too many years, the lifelong politicians have been making the decisions that affect people like you. They enjoy their fat bank accounts without a care about how their choices touch your lives. I’m here to put a stop to Washington as usual. I promise tonight, to each of you, that I will do everything in my power to make your lives better. Today, I’m officially announcing my candidacy for United States Senate.”

  Balloons rain down from the ceiling, filling the ballroom with more red, white, and blue. I step in front of the podium and wave to the crowd, before stooping down to shake a few hands. “Thank you for your support and service,” I tell the vet standing in the front row wearing a POW-MIA baseball cap.

  “Thank you for running,” he replies and covers our hands with his left. His wrinkled skin is riddled with age spots. “I know you’ll do right by us veterans.”

  I swallow down my emotions from shaking a fellow soldier’s hand and knowing we lived through much of the same trauma. “I’ll make it my job.” The smile on my face is sincere when he nods and releases my hand.

  “Jude. Oh my God, Jude Titan.” She screams so loud my ears ring. “You’re even sexier in person.” Her large, round eyes roam over my body before finally resting on my face. “Day-um,” she says before whistling.

  “Do I know you?” I ask, trying to keep my face impartial as I search my memory bank for a one-night stand I had forgotten about in a drunken haze.

  She places her hand against my forearm. “You can,” she says with a smirk and runs her fingers across my tattoo.

  “Mr. Titan,” my campaign manager says from behind me. “You have an interview to get to, sir.”

  “Can I count on your vote?” I ask the woman when I begin to stand and break contact with her.

  Her stare creeps me out, but I keep a smile plastered on my face. “There’s no one else I have my sights set on.”

  “Sorry, ma’am, I need Mr. Titan,” Carl says, pulling me backward to safety.

  “Jesus Christ,” I mutter and blow out a breath. “Thanks for the save.”

  “I’m sure it won’t be the last, Jude. Just be careful. You’re a candidate now, and things can easily get out of control or misconstrued.”

  I’m pushing up my sleeves and my nose wrinkles as his words hit me. “Misconstrued? I did nothing wrong. I didn’t flirt with her.”

  “What you did and what she says you did are two different things. It’s very easy to ruin a campaign before it’s ever even started.”

  “Carl, I realize it’s your job to get me elected, but don’t talk to me like I’m an idiot. Should I have been rude to the woman?”

  He shakes his head and his jaw ticks. “No,” he says through gritted teeth, his shoulders rising as his nostrils flare. “But don’t put yourself in the situation in the first place, and we won’t have an issue.”

  I stop walking and cross my arms in front of my chest. “So I should just avoid all women?” My head tilts, and I can’t help but sneer.

  He pinches the bridge of his nose and mutters something under his breath about God. “No, Jude,” he says in a condescending tone. “Just don’t put yourself in another situation like that.”

  My finger taps against my lips, and I try to control my frustration. “I’ll make a mental note to avoid situations like that,” I say, using air quotes before I brush by him and head toward the small group of reporters gathered near the back of the stage.

  I don’t know what the hell he’s talking about. If I can’t handle a woman in a crowd, I’m not sure how I made it out of war in one piece.

  “Ah, hello, Ms. Campbell,” Carl says, pushing past me before I have a chance to say a word.

  “Mr. Schultz. Thank you for allowing us here for what’s looking to be the start of a very interesting election season.” Her eyes dart to mine, and I hold her gaze, unfazed by her comment.

  “I’m looking forward to a tough fight,” I say to her and hold out my hand, disregarding Carl’s presence. “I’m Jude Titan.”

  “It’s wonderful to finally meet the man behind the name.” Her face flushes and she averts her eyes. “What would you say to your opponent, Miss Preston?”

  “Well.” I pause for a moment and choose my words very carefully. “I’d tell her that, even though I’m not part of a long-standing political family like she is, I know how to win a battle, and I plan to defeat her this November.”

  Carl steps forward and clears his throat. “He’s looking forward to showing Miss Preston that he’s a worthy adversary.”

  When my eyes cut to his, he looks everywhere but at me.

  “He may not be steeped in government, but he’s served his country with valor and honor and will do everything in his power to earn the respect of voters all over Illinois.”

  I lean forward and whisper in his ear, “What are you doing?”

  “Saving your ass,” he replies through gritted teeth.

  “Do you have time for a one-on-one interview?” Ms. Campbell asks, tipping back on her heels nervously.

  “He’s booked today, but if you call me—” Carl pulls a business card from his jacket and hands it to her “—I’ll make sure to schedule an interview as soon as possible.”

  “Mr. Titan,” another reporter interrupts, sticking his recorder in my face.

  Carl cuts him off, pushing the man’s arm down. “No more questions today. Please see the media spokeswoman, Ms. Jenkins, for any information or to schedule an interview in the future. It’s going to be a long season, ladies and gentleman. Mr. Titan has just announced his candidacy and needs to spend time tonight with his supporters who came to cheer him on.”

  I want to argue with him, but he’s right. Tonight isn’t about the press. It’s about the people. People like me who rarely have a voice.

  For far too long, I’ve been subjected to the deals many politicians made. The military is notoriously shortchanged and overworked because of special interest groups and in the name of the almighty dollar.

  Americans are led to believe wars are fought for just reasons. Why else would they support them? Politicians tell lies to make the public accept the fact that thousands of lives will be lost in the name of saving the world from tyranny or terrorism.

  But deep down, at the core of their decision to go to war, there’s another reason—an ulterior motive that seems to be missed by the masses.

  Money.

  Wars cost billions of dollars. The money is funneled from the US government to the weapons companies around the country.

  War is big business.

  Fortunes are made on the backs of US servicemen and women. They’ve given their lives for each dollar bill that lines the pockets of Washington’s elite.

  It stops with me.

  I’ll break the cycle and make people my first priority. Reagan Preston’s about to find out Marines always fight to win, no matter the cost.

  Chapter 2

  Reagan

  My
hands are covering my face, and I crack two fingers open to make a ‘V’ I can see the TV screen through.

  “Shit,” I say with a groan. “He has a presence, doesn’t he?”

  “He definitely does,” my friend and campaign manager, Alexis, says.

  I close my fingers and go back to the blissful blackness of not seeing my new opponent, Jude Titan. “Why does he have to be so damned attractive? And…heroic? Attractive or heroic, I think I could handle, but both?”

  “Mmm, I’ll handle that man anytime,” Alexis mutters.

  “You’re not helping.”

  “Sorry.” She turns to me and takes my wrists, easing my hands down. “Look, we’ll find his weak spot. I mean, the guy’s never run for any office. Your political experience started in the womb.”

  I roll my eyes. “Lex, being from a family with a history in politics is good and bad. It’s mostly bad against Jude Titan. He’s a war hero, returning home to shake up the establishment. No baggage. Just a chiseled jawline and a huge smile and a Medal of Honor around his neck.”

  Lex gets a dreamy look on her face, and I shove her. “Stop picturing him wearing nothing but the medal.”

  “I wasn’t,” she says, her fair cheeks darkening.

  “You were.”

  “I may have been,” she admits.

  “I am so fucked.” I lean back against the thinly upholstered bench at the fold-down kitchen table of my campaign bus.

  “Game face,” Lex reminds me. “You were fine the first time we watched this announcement.”

  “It’s different when the entire staff is in here. With you, I can be myself.”

  “Yeah, I know.” She glances at her wristwatch. “Hey, you want me to reschedule your stuff for the rest of the day and we can wallow? I’ll allow you six hours to wallow before we put our big-girl panties back on.”

  I smile. “Thanks, but no. I need to do those interviews and that speech to put on a good face about running against Titan.” I shake my head. “Ugh, even his name reeks of power and capability. I’ve really got my work cut out for me.”